For the boredom part I went to the doctor today....It was different this time. I was only getting a shot to raise my white blood count, an in and out procedure, that made me look at what people go through. I got my blood drawn, then she said go in the back and you will get your shot. The last time I stayed up front. I went to the back to see a long row of chairs filled with people, bags, and lines going into these people. I get my Chemo done at the hospital private 5 days in a row and these people are sitting here like they are having a burger and fries. It made my 5 day stay worth it and maybe better than dealing with the burger and fries deal. I received my shot and left. The day wasn't bad meeting at work (via phone) and worked most the day from home...Caught up on some shows and now am watching some football....Nothing too special...
So...I been thinking...Thinking alot...About people that have touched my life now and in the past. Not sure why. I am not depressed or have any bad news just thinking a lot of what got me to this point in my life. I think that the cancer gets me thinking about good days and what great people have been around me my whole life. Starting with my Parents and going to new and old friends. Even companies have molded me such as Enterprise with great knowledge and Summit letting me work on my health and work from home....You know this cancer thing will be the one thing that touches my life that will mold me the most...Before Cancer I was a "good" person with great people around him...Now I realize how much those people make you whole. The fact that I have More people that want to help out anyway possible means the world to me and for that I thank you...Sorry for the random crap but I was thinking about past things and wanted to share this...
Scott
Scott, I'm so moved and motivated by your words, please please keep telling us how your days are going and what your thinking.
ReplyDeleteAll of your friends are true friends, I could see that when I was at your house on Sunday, December 27th.
Even though I'm a mother of one of your true friends, I consider myself one of your "older" friends...that's supposed to be funny.
Keep up the good work and we will all see you "Keep Cancer in the Butt".
Lynn
That's supposed to say:
ReplyDeleteKick Cancer in the Butt
Sorry, but sometimes I screw up in my emails.
LOVE YOU! :)
ReplyDeleteStill laughing, please dont keep the cancer in your butt...that would be odd...like a little pet. THoThough Im sure we could come up with some good names for it there...hmmmm
Scott, Very insightful comments! You are wise beyond your years. John and I consider ourselves extremely fortunate to be some of your new friends. Hang in there!!
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